save.me.from.the.nothing.i've.become.

Monday, April 09, 2007

I SWEAR I HATE THE NO. 80 FROM NOW ON. AND I REALLY SERIOUSLY ULTIMATELY HATE IT.

Monday, April 09, 2007

Saturday, March 31, 2007

SEE LAH CHENGS! NOW I HAFTA THINK ANOTHER 6 WEIRD THINGS TO SAY ABOUT MYSELF. NAHH SHITT!! WHY IS ALL THESE HAPPENING TO ME? PLEASE LEH! DONT DONT AND I MEAN DONT TAG THE SHIT OUT OF ME AGAIN! I ALWAYS KNEW THINKING TOO MUCH IS A BAD THING FOR ME.
ALThOUGH I KANA TAG, BUT I STILL WONT TAG ANYONE. SOMeTIMES WE MUST LEARN HOW TO *ME BUDDHA FEMALE CUP* (in chinese). THEN THE WORLD WILL BE BETTER PLACE FOR US TO LIVE IN!

Ok lets start.

No.6
I think my patience is damn good? Ok its not damn good, its quite good compared to most people. For example, i waited for like 3 hours for my friend (my friend girl) and i can dont get angry and i dont know why? Another one 4 hrs (my friend also girl) i also cant get angry. I myself also find it quite weird. I TRIED to be angry but cannot leh? I just cant bring myself to be angry. Maybe ONE day i suddenly get angry i also dont know what will happen. Maybe i will burn down your house?? Haha i hope that will never happen... because i dont wanna get thrown into the *BEAUTIFUL CONDOMIMIUM* in Changi! Oh yayaya, even though my patience is good, i cant stand slow-pacing games. It doesnt just feels good to walk around so slowly and for that, i will get pissed. But i wont go around burning the houses inside the game? Maybe i will...

No.7
I like to read those jin yong martial arts novels although sometimes its too chim for me to understand. I also watched alot of the shows that are produced from his novels. I like the most is the Return of Condor Heroes. (that one with Xiao Long Nu and Yang Guo one) I think i like Yang Guo the best out of the heroes because i think he deserved my respect. I hope to be like him (except from the gone case right hand). Xiao Lgon Nu also powerpacked jigga jag! I was so crazy about it and watched all the versions of the show! Even the singapore also. Haha. I also bought the comics and read it ove r and over again. Its just too nice lah. The latest remake of the show the dragon girl really powerpacked jigga jag! Dont watch will really be a waste! I bought the dvd and i will just repeatedly watch it again and again. Dont know why its just so nice! MY got!

No.8
I hate sit-ups! Thats the worse station ever for my years doing napfa.

No.9
Actually i dont quite like wearing jeans. But sometimes you just HAVE TO wear it.

No.10
I am still fascinated by toys! HAHA! Maybe you all should try the toy cart??

No.11
The two only PINK stuffs that i like is bandung and strawberry ice cream. The rest, NOOOOoooo!!

No.12
I still have the habit of counting to 10 whenever i brush my teeth up and down.

Okie i give up. I am lazy to write anymore.

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Friday, March 30, 2007

"this is what you are supposed to cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things about themselves as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog."

But you know what? i am not gonna tag anybody and PLEASE PLEASE dun tag me anymore. Kill here and there when will end lah chengs? Actually i also dont wanna do all these. But since i have some time before mahjong, let me think about 6 weird things.

No.1
I dont eat abalone. The taste just doesnt feels good. Save alot of money right? haha

No.2
I think better at night. Basically, I like the night! Night is always young. I like to do things at night though. Be it do work or play. I have to think for damn long for all the weird things i have! I always feel that night is the most peaceful and the most wonderful time of the day. The day always seem too dull and pass very fast. Its a bad and injuring habit but i just like it. Maybe i should change for the good, for mankind and for glory!

No.3
I just cant keep longer hair now. On my head that is. I used to like long hair as last time i was botak all along till sec3, when i didnt want to cut botak anymore. In an all boys school for 11 pathetic years has pros and cons. No girls means we all boys can be free and easy and doesnt need to care much about reputation in school. Then when I started to go for camps in NCC then I came in contact with girls. (except from kindergarden) So i thought keeping my hair longer will be a good choice. but NOooOo! It was quite fun in the beginning. Long hair going to school. Getting caught for it. But dont care everything. After awhile i was quite sian of it. I was lazy to maintain it and ever since, i tried to keep again but all failed. Failing is the mother of all success? Thats only when your mother IS successful...

No.4
I used to join alot of CCAs when i was in pri school. Its fun to learn all the sports and playing is always a dream for my childhood. Badminton, table-tennis, soccer, basketball, volleyball, cricket whatever ball lah i also wanna play. Fascinated by all the sports only. But now also seldom play all these already. Quite sad actually. Sometimes, we really have to think for our childhood before we get older and the bones all harded and cannot afford to have the chance anymore. Thats even sadder!

No.5
I always hated maths and science and subjects that need to think alot and memorise alot and with alot of formulas. Pri school my science was quite alright as i usually will get A for it. It was all about small case last time. Maths has been always a big problem for me and i hated problem sums! Set a few sentences of words then ji tao must think of the formulas and then the marks also alot somemore. Ultimate give up.
Still remember whenever maths classes in school, me and anthony will always damn sian. Maths was a more important subject so we die also have to pass. C6 is more than enough for us. However whenever in science, we will just sleep through the classes and screwed up in the practical lessons. We always wanted to get it right but it doesnt seems to be working well.But i dont know how come i like mental sums which requires to THINK?! I THINK i better go do some mental calculations about my childhood soon.

No.6
I like using my left hand to do things although i am right-handed. Last time i kept on thinking that since my right hand can do, why my left hand cannot? So i got myself to be flexible with both my right and left hands although my left is still not as good as my right. But through all these years, i can control my left hand better and i just feels that being left-handed is special. (because most people are right-handed.) Being two-handed is not a simple task. Its all about the mind. It takes training and some talent to make it big.

Thats all for today. Actually is 7 things but i cant think of anymore now. Maybe when i think of it then i write, but i doubt that will happen.

Friday, March 30, 2007

Monday, March 05, 2007

staying at home this few days without going anywhere... or should i say CANNOT go anywhere.. thanks to my injuries my mother was damn pissed. good try ah me.

staying at home watching the vcds that i rented and bleach that i bought from JB. Rented Bi Xue Jian and some japanese drama, my teacher is a gangster 2.

Bi Xue Jian is 1 of those powerpack martial arts novel by Jin Yong. I just liked all of them and he was really a genius. I wonder how he did it. All the characters and the story, are just too powerpack.

Then came 2 girls in the show also powerpacked :

Powerpacked jigga jag! Destroyed all my pain just by watching them act in the show.

Maybe i gonna start attachment earlier? Q called me today to tell me to be on standby. Guess i have to work with injuries then... Now i really feel like Yang Guo. The only difference is his arm is gone while mine is not. oh yayaya, one more is he cannot use his right arm anymore while i still waiting to recover. Can say is much luckier than him.. HOHO

Monday, March 05, 2007

Saturday, March 03, 2007

its been a long time since i updated a post. part of the reason is because of school works and because i was lazy. Had experimental DI and pixel collage the previous block and everything was a rush. CNY had never been so sucky and really didn't have time to enjoy much. But at least, i have no subjects this block and i can be happy and take a good rest. Awww YEAhhhh!

So Friday came and we went to JB. The first joke of the day was cal forgot to bring his passport out. I dont know how the hell he can forgot about his passport when going JB. In the end we all waited just for him when we could have reached there before noon. Lucky there wasnt alot of people. So we headed straight to citysquare as usual to change some money. My father gave me 85USdollars to change and spend there. BUT the retarded and fat auntie spoilt my wonderful mood. First said they dont accept 1USdollar. Nvm. Then i took them out and gave her again. She replied, "SORRY YOUR US NOTES ARE TOO OLD. I DON"T WANT TO CHANGE FOR YOU!" knn i was like wtf? got such stupid and retarded reason? damn spoiler. lucky i got bring some sing dollars if not kana busted big time by her. kao. the next time i wont go there change anymore!

So we headed to MCD for some food and found out the curly fries and vege burgers were all not sold. Double blow sia. No choice so after that we went up to check some movies and ended up watching some hong kong ghost joke show. not bad lah. as long as there is jokes, its worth my money. before that we went to get our games and i finally bought the multi-tab for my ps2 and now, can play 4 players! Shiok only! Also bought the monkey ball game and some others and bleach. After the movie we happily went to eat vivo to destroy the blows we had earlier.

Recently we bought this toy cart from carrefour for only like 20 bucks? It was on discount and we didn't want to give it a miss of a lifetime. The original price was 60 bucks. So we made the decision and paid some PRICE(not the money) for it.

We went to test trials the cart and the routes. Theres this park behind cal's house and we decided to have some fun there. First up was the ultimate slope of curve. The pix was quite long and the slope was quite exciting. Me jay and cal went to test it out first and i almost got busted. When we came down the slope there was this uncle trying to be funny walking towards us. the main problem was, he was on my lane. i did all i could to avoid him but cal suddenly came from behind and scared the piss out of me. i thought he was going to bang me as i turned behind. the next thing i know was i already landed on the grass. lucky it was on the grass and my wallet protected my ass. next pix was the more challenging one. next this stairway is a damn steep path. so cal n jay went 1st while i watched. it was damn scary and cal made it so easy. when i saw jay almost miss the turn i panic already. the turn was more challenging compared to the 1st 1. full speed down a 60 degree slope and turn left with just 3 seconds was really panic. but somehow we still manage to complete it. the third one was the most challenging slope. almost the same as the second one but the turn was to the right now. full speed and i couldn't steer enough ended me up hitting my ass and this time there was no grass. 1st really setback but the next try was successful.

Next up while waiting reuben and jason, we went to a park near to some basketball court and took a challenge. The turnings are much worse and a wrong move could send u flying into the main road ahead. this time we are more careful and the excitements really scared the piss out of us and we just settle it somewhere. After that we tried this slope which was connected to the basketball court. the drain was the main danger as it will give u a hump shot and make u panic for awhile. cal tried to be funny again by sitting sideways down the slope. The after cause, his leg got injured. Me and jay tried to go down the slope together and it was damn piss-scaring. but luckily we are still alright, for now.

Next challenge was the multi-storey carpark near cal's house. I can say it was the most terrifying and electrifying place for a pix. We went straight up to the last level and went for a go. The route was curving all the way and the speed was extremely fast. One mistake will really caused serious risk. Down went reuben with my cart. The ever-attempt-screw-up tried to be funny again and got injured. He could not steer enough for the turn and hit straight on the side of the wall. The impact caused some minor scratches on his legs and arms and one of my front brake wheel is broken. Then came cal and he was fine, but not his phone. In fact he steer enough to get through the turn but the speed was too fast and he crashed sideways on the side wall. The next thing he knew his phone was spoilt as the screen was blank with internal injuries. We all knew IN HIS HEART, HE CAN NO LONGER HOLD INSDIE, ALL THE TEARS HE USED TO HIDE. hahaha i can feel that hes very sad. After the risk-taking was over, we went to buy food to eat and decided to go for the last ride before we called it a day. There is this slope opposite Bowen sec that was the last challenge. At first it was still quite okie. But as the slope got steeper and steeper, the speed gained and the drain was another distraction. We had to avoid the drains to prevent the hump effect. But the least i could expect was the different level of the path that led to my downfall. Keeping to the left to avoid the drains was the right thing. After that there is a extended path further to the left. I wanted to avoid the drains once and for all and steer more to the left. The next thing i knew was i felt the different level of the path and immediately crashed to the ground. The force pushed me further down the slope and my right side of my body was injured. Knee, elbow and shoulder all kana injuries. What i realised later was that i did made the braking but one of my braking wheel is broken so i took more of the impact. Luckily i adjusted myself to the right if not i could have fly in front and landed on my head.

Here are my injuries :

Went to see the doctor and took some lotion and cream from him. Bathing has once never been shiok for me. Suffering from the painness from now on and i dont know when will it end... The consequences for risks-taking...

8 more days before i see her again...

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Monday, February 26, 2007

My Personality


Neuroticism	59
Extraversion	75
Openness To Experience	50
Agreeableness	50
Conscientiousness	27

You are sociable, outgoing, energetic, and lively. You prefer to be around people much of the time. Stressful and frustrating situations can often be upsetting to you, but you are sometimes able to get over these feelings and cope with these situations. A desire for tradition does not prevent you from trying new things. Your thinking is neither simple nor complex. To others you appear to be a well-educated person but not an intellectual. You have some concern with others' needs, and are generally pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You like to live for the moment and do what feels good now. Your work tends to be careless and disorganized.

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You feel tense, jittery, and nervous and often feel like something dangerous is about to happen. You may be afraid of specific situations or be just generally fearful. You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry. Mostly your emotions are on an even keel and you do not get depressed easily. You are not generally self conscious about yourself. You often resist any cravings or urges that you have, but sometimes you give in. You experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress.
You genuinely like other people and openly demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You make friends quickly and it is easy for you to form close, intimate relationships. You like crowds but sometimes feel overwhelmed by them. Sometimes you feel like you need some privacy and time for yourself. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You lead a moderately paced life. You like some energetic activities, but also like to relax and take it easy. You enjoy some excitment and risk taking in your life. You experience a range of positive feelings, including happiness, enthusiasm, optimism, and joy.
You are a moderately imaginative person who enjoys a good balance between the real world and fantasy. You love beauty, both in art and in nature. Sometimes you become easily involved and absorbed in artistic and natural events. Generally you are not considered to be an emotional person, however you are aware of and in touch with your emotions. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of adventure or activity. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. Often you exhibit a readiness to challenge authority, convention, and traditional values. Sometimes you feel a certain degree of hostility toward rules and perhaps even enjoy ambiguity.
You mostly assume that people are honest and fair, however you are wary and hold back from trusting people completely. You believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You will help others if they are in need. If people ask for too much of your time you feel that they are imposing on you. You dislike confrontations and are perfectly willing to compromise or to deny your own needs in order to get along with others. You feel superior to those around you and sometimes tend to be seen as arrogant by other people. You are tenderhearted and compassionate, feeling the pain of others vicariously and are easily moved to pity.
Often you do not feel effective, and may have a sense that you are not in control of your life. You are a reasonably organized person and like to have a certain amount of routine in your life. You find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining and are sometimes seen as unreliable or even irresponsible by others. Mostly you work towards achieving your best, although in some areas you are content just to get the job done. You have strong will-power and are able to overcome your reluctance to begin tasks. You are able to stay on track despite distractions. You often say or do the first thing that comes to mind without deliberating alternatives and the probable consequences of those alternatives.

Monday, February 26, 2007

Saturday, December 23, 2006

the past few days had been raining and raining and i was stranded at home. dont feel like going out and it was really good times to sleep longer. rainy days had never been so shiok to sleep till the next afternoon.

yesterday there was a shock. as we all know some areas got a sudden electric cut-off and i was so suae to stay in sengkang. haha. i was happily chionging my phantasy star and when i was about to kill the boss, the tv went black out. wtf? one more skill and hes dead know... all fated lah cheng. went out to check what happened and i realised that my neighbours also got shocked. nahh shitt. i could not really do anything except to read my newpaper which my bro bought. it was so pathetic that i had to go to sit at the floor near the window to get some light. haha my bro still took out a touch light. but i dont think i had any help... gan! i have to restart all over again the whole chapter lah fuck! it doesnt just feel good to make my headspin. lucky i completed it better than my 1st try. heh heh.

today went to kster with jay, ru (reuben that is, not the other 'ru'), carol and mark. it was quite an ok session and i felt that we could have done better. shouting like fuck inside but its good we didnt get sore throats. after that we went to eat pasta mania at ps while carol went off. i dont know whats wif ru today as he kept on screwing up himself. haha maybe he never go school thats why lah cheng. 1st throw the cushion hit carol's drink and spill on the tatami. then walk and stunt and trip and almost fell and act nothing happened. at pasta take the sample pasta choices and play. wanted to smash it but end up flying to the other table. fuck know. people eating there peacefully suddenly one pasta fly over. haha. take the umbrella screw up hit his own *toot*. all jokes lah cheng. after eating we needed some entertainment while waiting for the wee. finally we got the chance to meet him because he went in army. haha still cannot take it for laughing at his shaved and bold head. we went into carrefour and discovered some fun toys there. we went to challenge ourselves with remote toys. ru got the bulldozer, i got the stunts car and mark got the retarded worm. but in the end, we gave up as its too boring and i wonder why kids get so fascinated by such toys? maybe i should re-live my childhood again to find some answers. then wee came and he himself could not take it and went to buy a snow cap. after that we headed down straight to timbre and along the way, we saw this huge toad and as usual, ru began to display his animal training skills. haha. when we reached timbre it was already fully packed. we had no choice but to go home instead. we saw this girl band i think is walking on water? not so sure actually and i dont wanna know. haha. on the bus ride home, wee told us about his army life so far. 2 weeks only already so many experiences. haha maybe when next time my turn to go in will be more exciting? hope only lah cheng. i think there will be a whole brand new jokes by the time i go in.
life is like a shooting star... no thats only for dolphins. life has still been all about hack care. and is good so far. just like the chin! haha.

talk about jokes, let me upload some pictures which we took along the days we're living.

these are all the masterpieces of cal. he has been taking high-risks manuvers and putting our whole group's life in danger ever since. haha. he said, 'you must calculate the danger of the risk before you can execute it. thats when u can succeed.' wtf? tyring to act experience. haha. i think sooner or later we will all kana bastard big time by his take-risk actions.
more to come...

these shots are taken during cal's birthday chalet. everyone i think had given up hope and went to sleep. drunkards all around and only me and ru were the last two survivors who ton through the whole event and went around taking shots ah heh heh.

holidays are gonna end soon and christmas is coming! there's no christmas special for our group as wee is in army and i think the next special maybe will be film in the coming new year's time. the national day celebration special was a huge success and its now on dvd sold at my house. haha. i am just joking lah. for those who are interested can kindly contact me and maybe i can pass it to u. stay tune for more actions next time. why? why u... MAKE ME HEADSPIN!

Saturday, December 23, 2006